Having sort of niche interests (I guess), I have a hard time meeting people who share them. However, on the rare occasion I do meet such a person, half of the time I think “wow, what a douchebag”. Anyway, I think can logically conclude that I either am a douchebag or at least, have a lot in common with them. Or maybe, I’m a judgemental little bitch. Cool. 🤷‍♀️

I keep having these stress dreams where I feel like I can’t wake up and when I do wake up I’m all twisted up in my sheets and sweating.

I also disassociate quite a bit in my waking hours.

I dont know how to stop it.

I dont